Ssthisto WalkingDeath DancingLight ([info]ssthisto) wrote,
@ 2006-06-25 20:21:00
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Current mood: speechless

Hotspur moved out this weekend.


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[info]selinshoras
2006-06-25 07:45 pm UTC (link)
::blinks:: What happened hun?...

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[info]ssthisto
2006-06-26 06:19 pm UTC (link)
A whole lot that I really don't want to go into. It's something that's been coming for a while.

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[info]selinshoras
2006-06-26 11:09 pm UTC (link)
::nods slowly:: If I could help let me know

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[info]steelwing
2006-06-25 08:07 pm UTC (link)
*hugs*

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[info]ssthisto
2006-06-26 06:19 pm UTC (link)
Thank you.

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[info]flynn_thedragon
2006-06-25 08:55 pm UTC (link)
*hugs you very, very tightly* Now I know why you were quiet for so long, hon...

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[info]ssthisto
2006-06-26 06:20 pm UTC (link)
*nods* I deal with stress by pulling inward until there's no inward left to pull. I've just hit that point.

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[info]jalen_dragon
2006-06-25 08:56 pm UTC (link)
I... I don't know what to say. I'm sorry...

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[info]ssthisto
2006-06-26 06:20 pm UTC (link)
So am I.

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[info]darac
2006-06-25 09:07 pm UTC (link)
Ooh. That's unexpected.

Hope it's nothing too bad?

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[info]ssthisto
2006-06-26 06:21 pm UTC (link)
It's permanent. I don't know if that's 'nothing too bad'.

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[info]darac
2006-06-26 06:57 pm UTC (link)
Ah. Well that's what I was hoping HADN'T happened.

Hmm. I suppose there's not much a relative stranger like myself can do to help, short of express my surprise and sympathy.

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[info]todd_dharken
2006-06-25 11:12 pm UTC (link)
I wish I had something more soothing or substantial to say than I'm sorry things went like this. If there's anything I can do that would be truly helpful, please let me know.

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[info]ssthisto
2006-06-26 06:21 pm UTC (link)
I appreciate your being there to talk to, Todd. I wish my hard drive hadn't eaten the last e-mail.

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[info]todd_dharken
2006-06-26 06:45 pm UTC (link)
You mean the last e-mail I sent you? If that's it, I'm not sure I can get it back myself, though I could do my best to recreate it if I can't.

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[info]ssthisto
2006-06-26 07:11 pm UTC (link)
Yeah, it was that one. Absolutely everything was on the drive that's died.

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[info]todd_dharken
2006-06-26 08:22 pm UTC (link)
I tried to find my reply but no luck. I'll have to re-create it later on this evening. Would I e-mail it to the same address or would a private journal entry work better?

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[info]ssthisto
2006-06-26 09:04 pm UTC (link)
Same address - I've got webmail.

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[info]mandarax85
2006-06-26 01:26 am UTC (link)
Erg... I'm really sorry to hear. Harddrive then this? I second Todd; if there's anything you'd appreciate, perhaps from a US supermarket or something like that, I'd be happy to see what I can do.

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[info]ssthisto
2006-06-26 06:22 pm UTC (link)
Much appreciated, Mandarax.

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[info]pervdragon
2006-06-26 05:38 am UTC (link)
Just... wow. Being outside your circle of friends, I haven't seen anything from you/Oni/HS for a long time. I'm sad that things have turned out this way :(

I know it must not mean much from a total stranger, but you have my sympathy. I wish you happier times ahead.

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[info]ssthisto
2006-06-26 06:24 pm UTC (link)
I can't express how I feel about how everything's turned out. In part because some parts of me think that life might be easier - if not necessarily happier - in the future, with just Oni and I.

I appreciate the thought.

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[info]malytwotails
2006-06-26 06:25 am UTC (link)
*blink* Damn. o____o

My whole house is speechless.

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[info]ssthisto
2006-06-26 06:26 pm UTC (link)
It's hardest because things were the same for five years and two houses - and then changed so fast over the course of just six months.

But I feel like how I feel, what my life is... was, was some sort of elaborate joke, and everyone else saw the punchline coming years ago.

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[info]hafoc
2006-06-26 11:11 am UTC (link)
I don't know what to say either. Except I'm deeply saddened- I feel so sorry for you.

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[info]ssthisto
2006-06-26 06:29 pm UTC (link)
I appreciate that you said anything, Havoc.

The people I came to think of as family, Hotspur's family, don't want anything to do with me now. I feel cut off - so far away from my own family - and it is some comfort that the people I think of as extended family, the people who know something of what I really am instead of what they expect me to be, are still there and listening.

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[info]azusis
2006-06-26 02:38 pm UTC (link)
*hugs* Time and later communication are usually the best, but it hurts every step of the way. I'm sorry.

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[info]ssthisto
2006-06-26 06:29 pm UTC (link)
And you're absolutely right. Though I think this is something that no time, no communication can take back. I have to go on instead of trying to go back.

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You're on the right track.
[info]pervdragon
2006-06-26 09:37 pm UTC (link)
Well said. You're suffering a lot at the moment, but if you do concentrate on "going on" instead of trying to go back, eventually the painful thoughts will just fade into the background as you find new things to do to return you to happiness. Despair cannot succeed while hope is still alive - not hope for returning to the past, but hope for making a better future. Life goes on, and even if some moments are painful, and/or lead to regrets, they're still only transitory... and they teach you to cherish the good times that much more.

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[info]nexaris
2006-06-27 03:21 am UTC (link)
I'm very sorry to hear about this. Like the others who have posted, you have my sympathy.

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[info]orcakeiko
2006-06-27 04:18 pm UTC (link)
*hugs you tightly* I'm very sorry for you too. If there's anything I can do, please let me know.

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[info]draco_cretel
2006-06-30 02:21 am UTC (link)
I hope things will turn around for you, in any way what so ever!

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[info]narilyte
2006-07-29 10:19 am UTC (link)
I know it's a bit late in coming but I'm so sorry to hear about this. *hugs*

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[info]baxil
2006-08-07 10:37 am UTC (link)
I was out on the trail when all of this went down. I only just noticed it now.

I hope that things have turned around for you in the last month -- at least emotionally, but hopefully completely. If not, or if there's anything I can do, please drop me a line. Otherwise I hope that my sympathy and an e-hug can still bring a little extra warmth to you.

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[info]ssthisto
2006-08-07 06:10 pm UTC (link)
Things are still pointing in the same direction. We're rehoming Spur's parrot for him with one of Oni's sisters because his new landlady doesn't want him to have her there and we just don't have time for her, things are about the same as they were, and I still feel more like the rug's being yanked out from under me piece by piece.

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[info]rithuld
2006-09-06 12:18 pm UTC (link)
Hello, Ssthisto.

Well... You don't know me, but I just wanted to attempt to add my comforting words here. Your art has played the biggest role of all in my finding of my dragon-self, and I feel that it is near impossible for me to repay you for this favor. I suppose that in a way, I can say that you have been my heroin. (I can't seem find a way to write that to not make it sound corny, sadly...)

Ssthisto, I do hope that times get better for you. I suppose all I can do is say that you have many people that love you as a friend here, and will gladly stand by you every day. Heck, I'm one of them, and we have never even talked!

I am not sure how much of a help this will be, but if ever needed, you can contact me through my e-mail. I am always available to vent things to/offer comfort. I am not sure how many spam bots come through these pages - and I do very much hate spam - so I will type it as: rithuld at gmail.com.

Feel better, Ssthist, and thanks again for helping me find myself!

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[info]skyedancer
2006-09-28 07:22 am UTC (link)
I didn't know until a friend gave me your journal *hugs* I'm really sorry that this happened hun I've really admired your work for some time and to see you go through the same thing I did is heartbreaking. if you ever need anything just let me know. I will be there for you. *hugs* if you need a shoulder just let me know.

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[info]tyr_doshan
2006-10-21 02:29 pm UTC (link)
I know it may not mean much.. especially this many months down the road.. but I'm sorry things didnt work out as people would hope. I can't begin to imagine what has happened to get things so out of shape as they did for you and hotspur.. but I offer my sympathies.. as much as they're worth from a faceless person such as myself.

I pray that things have perhaps gotten better in recent months and that perhaps you can find solace is this empty text. Peace be to you

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